

Time will tell.Ī storm is rolling in right now.There is an eerie silence outside. The Chicago trip is coming on fast and I have mixed emotions of excitement and nervousness. In 23 days people can accomplish many things. More than I wanted too.He has a few friends there but a 90% of the time they can't talk.He is living a life of solitude while I am playing Solitaire. He sounded different.His voice was,older. And I heard of what he has been up to as well. I told him some things I have been doing. We will be going to the courthouse first and then a larger wedding down the road when he is more settled as to where he will be.And me to of course. I know we will make it.(just look what we have been through already) The dress,the invitations,the guest list,the flowers,the. Not to be married to him, but the experience as a whole. Next month we will be married to each other. We have decided to get married as soon as we can. We talked about the move, Florida and.marriage. I don't know what they are shooting,I just know they will have bullets and they are really loud. Joeys favorite part is going to be the guns. Which is exactly what it sounds like.Įach division goes through firefighting,flooding,team building and much much more for a few days together. Blew out his knee,and being in physical therapy has made him a little stronger. Recounting his sad, daily pursuits, 'Counting flowers on the wall, that don't bother me at all, playing solitaire till dawn with a deck of fifty-one, smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo,' are all acts of boredom and lost purpose as well as isolation.
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He finally got me under control and then.I lost it again.He is doing ok so far. The song is a wryly humorous account of a man's isolated life. Listen, share and download the Playin solitaire til dawn with a deck of 51. I was able to speak to him for a while this past Sunday. We have a loooonnnnngggggg road ahead of us and this is how I am being for boot camp. It has only been a few weeks and I am this bad. Just so when I walk by I get a whiff of it every now and then. I did not want it in the rooms downstairs.

I had a fit earlier when the under the bed bag I put Joey's clothes in wouldn't fit under the bed. But even then,we knew our time was short there and didn't fully unpack everything. It's a hard concept to grasp when those who know us knew we had an apartment together. For the past 3 years we have been living somewhat out of boxes. Not to mention the box I just unpacked of our paperwork neither of us every goes through just because it is so time consuming. I get involved in something and I just can't stay focused. I am on a downward slope and time is just not on my side here recently. What in the world,why is time passing so slowly? Is it just me people? Guessing not by the head shaking that followed. "Ok.I'll do this for an hour,then move onto something else for 2 hours then it will be.2:rrr" It seems to be my theme song here recently. I'm sure everyone has heard that song once in their life. I had known the expression that “places only have power over you if you let them.” I hadn’t had a lot of practice in putting those words to use, but I did it today.Smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo. So having been near all of those places, I took a minute and stepped to the side and shook hands with each of the specters that I had unleashed. that dont bother me at all Playin Em solitaire til dawn, with a deck of fifty-one Smokin. It's good to see you out although I know I look a fright Anyway my eyes are not accustomed to this light And my shoes are not accustomed to this hard. Learn to play Guitar by chords / tabs using chord diagrams. Lots of big, heavy places in terms of my current existence. Counting flowers on the wall That don't bother me at all Playing solitaire till dawn with a deck of fifty-one Smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo Now don't tell me I've nothing to do. Yesterday, I drove by the school I was photographing when I ultimately decided to follow through regarding my mysterious limp. The parking garage where I parked when I took my first IV steroid course. Today, I made a turn in a different place than I thought I had, so I drove by the building in which my diagnosis was delivered. It’s not for any real purpose, aside from seeing things. On a daily basis, I usually have about an hour and a half to kill, so sometimes I go wandering around town. Circumstance has me back in the town in which I was diagnosed.

I wonder things sometimes… and it is probably dangerous that I do so.
